the waiting

i've been out of the office for almost a week now. i feel closer to Him in this particular moment of my life. sometimes i don't know why certain things happen but i have great trust in God He knows what is best for me. the past week have been one of the darkest moments of my life because of what the doctor told me, but now have to move on and live life as it is. it's difficult to hide my weaknesses sometimes have to show it to others, it's my way of outpouring my emotions. i tried to hide from my loved ones don't want them to worry about me. have 2 more days to go before the operation i live everything to God i know He sees what's in my heart and He knows my needs, never felt closer to Him at this moment. finally the waiting will be over and i know in my heart that i will be healed through the grace of the Lord. Thank you my Creator and to the GREAT HEALER of all.