Reflections

lately i've beeng singing sad songs
thinking of what has gone wrong
am i to blame for this gloomy feeling
tired of this kind of emotion
i always end up hurt and alone
you never said goodbye
but i can feel it in your coldness
you seem so far and yet you are near
how will i confront you
i'm afraid of experiencing the same pain
slowly you're breaking my heart into pieces
how can i go on with life
feel like putting all the broken pieces again
it's not that easy to mend
it takes time to heal
thought your promise will be forever
i was wrong you've changed
am hurting and left alone again
when can i find true love
i am tired of being in love
when will my heart stop beating
will just wait for the right time
will my destiny will lead me
when that time will come
hope everyhting will fall into place
you will be there to fill my emptiness
with love and happiness
because there's you and me together
looking at the same direction
sharing an everlasting love forever.

The Meaning of Life

the search for meaning of life is like a lifetimes i guess. i read a book that says the meaning of life is about loving God. it is true i believe in it. without God i am nothing. without Him i will not be probably in this world. it is sad that we have taken Him for granted oftentimes because of our attitude and failures. i find meaning also in helping others, i feel a great high extending a helping hand, extending comfort a shoulder to lean on, a touch to assure a friend that everything will be okay, listening ears just being there to hear what one has to say. if only we open our hearts and mind to reality then we will be able to realize the meaning of life. oftentimes we associate it with feelings of being in love but in truth it isn't it is more deeper than that. life is full of mysteries yet to be uncovered, to know its essence and meaning, everyday is a miracle, like gift to be open full of surprises sometimes happy sometimes sad, but it is in acceptance that we find joy in each gift and the blessings that we benefit from it.